Thursday, November 30, 2006

Dying Soul


whatever i do
all i get is just booo
don't know why
it feels like i wanna die.


what's with this day
can't write it or say
this damn feeling
that keeps me weeping.


hell,i hate it
today doesn't fit
the unknown parasite
that sucks me all my might.


am i defeated by a foe
'cause i'm weak from head to toe
my life is out of rhyme
and it's near-- the end of my time.

SOUL in DESPAIR

The curse is here. I don't know how will it kill me. It's attacking me from within. I'm dying every time the clock ticks today. Sh***t! I'm so tired and I'm about to explode! AHhrrrgggg! I guess I don't deserve this... This is unfair. I feel so down that I could even lift my feet to travel another mile. I'm tired and It makes me more tired when I could think why this is happening now. I'm almost at the peak. I'm almost there. I can see the stars. But now, I'm a climber looking' below. What's wrong? I can't think of anything. I feel my head stopped and my body became lifeless. I want a reason. A reason that will satisfy my thirsty soul. I need answers. Answer that are correct. I need the truth and I'm dying to discover it... Why is this happening...? I'm tired. I'm going circles now. I want a tear. I think a need to cry for a moment. I feel so heavy that I can image the world on my shoulders. It's been a while now. I want someone to talk to. I want someone to be there. It's been quite long since I felt this. This feeling that torments me within the deepest part of me. I want to cry... Cry so that I'll feel better. I'm tired... I'm alone... I'm empty... Lifeless... Why? I guess I'm dying. I bet I already miss the light and the tunnel. I hope to see you there...soon. If youill wait... Will you wait for me? In heaven...

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Between Life and Death

My spirit went out my body. I was almost bumped by a dashing vehicle! Damn! I'll continue this later. Just wait for the full Version.

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

"BADJAO" conquers Gaisano Cinema

SHOWING DEC. 4!
Gaisano Mall of Davao Cinema 4
"BADJAO"
a short film about culture and ethnicity

The Synopsis

Jao Yaiya, a 20-year old badjao, has an ambitious dream in life. It is not to have a stable job nor to be a leader of the Badjao tribe as what his father wanted him to be such, but to be a normal young citizen in the city where free from discrimination and open in modernity.
He left his family, his community and his clan with a promise to forget everything in him as a badjao and to adapt the normal cityboy’s life.
For how many days of pretending that he came from tagalog region, he met modern young people as his friends who helped him upgrade and changed his life morally and socially. However, his new image in the city put his life in trouble when he encountered his greatest enemy- his conscience.
The conflict of the story begins when he and his peers, drunk and controlled by forbidden drugs, raped the lady who sells native accessories in the streets. When he entered in the room for his turn, he was stopped by the reality after recognizing the naked girl- his badjao sister. Will Jao sacrifice his sister to hide the truth?
The story aims to show the effects of cultural discrimination to the natives who live with their dreams to be one of the people living in the world of today’s generation and set aside their ethnicity. Are you one of them?
PLEASE WATCH "BADJAO" this coming Dec. 4
at Gaisano Mall Cinema 4!
Support us please. There will be text voting for
the People's Choice Award! Please help us! Thanks!!