Thanks God for evrything! We are all happy to receive an award at the Mindanao Film Fest. Although the competition was loaded with professional filmmakers, we were glad to know that we are included in the top 3 for the RED FIST award(Guerilla Filmmaking's top award). Whew...I'm so tired. Next time ko na 2 tapusin..^_^
The curse is here. I don't know how will it kill me. It's attacking me from within. I'm dying every time the clock ticks today. Sh***t! I'm so tired and I'm about to explode! AHhrrrgggg! I guess I don't deserve this... This is unfair. I feel so down that I could even lift my feet to travel another mile. I'm tired and It makes me more tired when I could think why this is happening now. I'm almost at the peak. I'm almost there. I can see the stars. But now, I'm a climber looking' below. What's wrong? I can't think of anything. I feel my head stopped and my body became lifeless. I want a reason. A reason that will satisfy my thirsty soul. I need answers. Answer that are correct. I need the truth and I'm dying to discover it... Why is this happening...? I'm tired. I'm going circles now. I want a tear. I think a need to cry for a moment. I feel so heavy that I can image the world on my shoulders. It's been a while now. I want someone to talk to. I want someone to be there. It's been quite long since I felt this. This feeling that torments me within the deepest part of me. I want to cry... Cry so that I'll feel better. I'm tired... I'm alone... I'm empty... Lifeless... Why? I guess I'm dying. I bet I already miss the light and the tunnel. I hope to see you there...soon. If youill wait... Will you wait for me? In heaven...
